In a world where the bar for public performances is set higher than ever, indie singer Loomis has found herself in the spotlight for all the wrong reasons. After delivering a botched rendition of the national anthem during a live C-SPAN broadcast, Loomis has issued a heartfelt apology, acknowledging the backlash and the unexpected notoriety that followed.

The singer took the stage at the Free & Equal Presidential Debate last Wednesday, a platform meant to highlight third-party presidential nominees. As she began her rendition of “The Star-Spangled Banner,” things quickly took a turn for the worse. Mid-performance, her voice cracked, prompting an immediate plea to restart. Unfortunately, the live nature of the broadcast meant that there was no room for do-overs. “I f–ked it up, I f–ked it up, can I go back please?” she implored, but the moment had already become a viral sensation.

Loomis, the daughter of a veteran, addressed the fallout from her performance in an emotional Instagram video on Saturday. “First off, I would like to apologize to the Free and Equal political team for this mishap. From the bottom of my heart, I wanted to apologize,” she stated, clearly remorseful. “I’m so sorry; I didn’t mean to mess up the national anthem. Thank you for believing in me.”

The pressure of performing live had clearly weighed heavily on her, and she expressed her fears leading up to the performance. “I was always scared I was going to fail, and then I did, and the world’s seen it,” she admitted. Her experience highlights the immense pressure that comes with public performances, especially when singing a song that embodies American values and pride.

In her apology, Loomis further explained the confusion she faced just before going live. “I was a little late there and didn’t have a clear cue, which left me flustered when we went live,” she wrote. While she took full responsibility for the performance, she pleaded with fans not to judge her entire career based on this one incident. “I know it wasn’t my best, and I’m truly sorry if it didn’t hit the mark. I take full responsibility… and I can’t wait to come back even stronger.”

Interestingly, Loomis had previously insisted to TMZ that she is “really a good singer.” In the same breath, she described the experience as “crazy,” revealing that she had been unaware it was a live broadcast. “When we got to the spot and then I got nervous and then I was scared,” she recounted, showcasing how even seasoned performers can falter under pressure.

Despite the overwhelming criticism, it seems Loomis may have a chance at redemption. “Good Morning America” has already extended an offer for her to redeem herself, potentially allowing her to showcase her true talent in a more supportive environment.

As she navigates this challenging chapter, Loomis’s story serves as a reminder of the high stakes of public performances and the need for resilience in the face of adversity. Many will be watching closely to see how she bounces back from this mishap. For now, her fans and supporters await her next move, hoping she can transform this experience into a powerful comeback.